Sept. 14, 2004

I hope he rememberz it

Sept. 13, 2004- 6:28 pm

Wow I havent blogged in for a week now. Been busy sorry. anywayz.. whats up, whats up!!.. its MONDAY!!..  and I went to my cousin's birthday party lastnight. everyone was there except for my other cousin. It was fun. I saw her boyfriend!!  what did we do??.. we chilled.. and talk.. Few days ago honey and I got into a fight AGAIn!!..( what else is new? ) I freaked out asshole!!  I thought he was blocking my ass on the net. I was wondering why I couldnt see his name, but when I went to my other name I see him so I freaked out and i messaged him and told him not to talk to me ever ever again. shit it turned out that my %$@! yahoo messenger was being a coochie on dat day.. .. eehehe sorry honey.. well my honey text messaged me this morning.. saying he misses me and take care. its so sweet. I wish hes always like that ehehe.. jokes.. he is sweet, mataray ren sometimes. but .. ok lang i guess.. anywayz.. school was okay today. very tiring.. It was cold this morning that I had to wear a jacket. I have a lil secret but Im not going to tell anyone!!!.. well im outs yall.. YAYEEEA!!

Honey I GOT SO MUCH FOR YA!

Sept 6, 2004

Day is finally over. Back to school tomorrow. AGAIN!.. I got all the stuffs I need for my Bus. Finance tomorrow. My mood right now is " im pissed " . Damn right I am..grr.. I just hate it everytime im like this, shoot!.. again HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUZ!.. ill see you on .. the 12th, I hope!!..  Jaq and Gina came over today. damn Jaq was hecka e'rly.. 9:30 am! she called me at around 9 am and told me dats she's about to go.. so I hurried and took a shower.. lolz.. when she came, I was still in the shower, so brother had to open the door. while Gina was still in her crib lolz.. so I called Gina and told her to come AsAp. 4 brokers came today to see our house. One broker from yesterday didn't give me her card.. oh wells. so then in the afternoon, I fell asleep, talked to flo.. and do some stuff.. anywayz.. I hope I have a good !@#$%^%^ day tomorrow.. PeaCe..!!..

Sept. 6, 2004

Happy Birthday Patty!!..

 Sept. 5, 2004

Hello yallz!.. welp .. sorry for not bloggin in.. well First week of school was great... I was talkn to honey earlier. And he went swimming in Union city at her cousins place. But still Im too lazy to write stuff here. Right now Im talkn to my cousin. And I think Im sick too. Bro went to the movies, and Im all alone. Everyone left and went to do stuff. Tomorrow is LaboRz DayZ NO SchOOL!!.. YIppee.. and Its my cousins birthday! Happy Birthday Cuzz..!!.. welp.. I thInk daTz ALl fOR now.. try to sCribble LATez..

August 30, 2004

School started today.. It was fine.. I got photography class. and Class will start at 8:15 am. and 9 am every Wednesday. Welp nothing much to write here..

I just talked to honey, and he's gonna buy a car tonight.. miss you!

 I just got home from the airport. My dad came back from the philippines and I meet up with honey at the airport together with his sister and r-jay. Anywayz.. Im so sad right now, I feel like .. I wanna cry... I miss honey so much.. Here's a picture of me and us.

I love you so much honey.. so much..

August 19th- 7:48 pm-

--5:30 pm--

Im at work right now. Got to school at around 11 pm. Adeline and Jaq picked me up and gave me a ride home. anywayz.. I just finished talking to honey.. damn miss him so much.. . I got the pictures developed too.. well.. latez much ¢¾ .. " +PALE+", ♠

August 17th 2004- 9:00 am

Bored, woke up early .. coz have to go to school. Its Panthers day...

August 15th 2004- 10:41 pm

Happy Late 1 year and 1 month anniversary to Florence and Kristel!.. sigh.. I miss honey so much.. well hell be moving to Reno next week and he's gonna work over there. while me... finishing my senior year. gosh I cant wait..

To honey --> " If youre reading this, well .. I hella miss you so much, wish I could call you right now.. but I think its too late, ate judith and her family probably sleeping right now, and I dont want to wake them up.. so please dont think that I dont miss you or even think about you.. coz its not true, ASMOF .. .I miss you so bad.. there are times that I really miss you that Ill just stop and just stare at something.... and wish I could hold you..Good luck to you honey when you get to Reno.. I will always be here for you no matter what.. I love you so much"

school is about to start.. two more weeks and we're back to hellschool. my cousin and I went to see AVP and Princess diaries 2.. and after the movie we went to eat at Osaka sushi..ehehe.. the AVP was a pretty good movie..

August 11th 2004- 7:31 pm

Hi I just got home from work, and went to UPS to mail honeys Usb and cd.. neways heres a survey i found from one of my friend on my list,

HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN SOMEONE LIKES
YOU?
--> I dont know MAnhid ako sometimes eh.. coz yer feelings are not always rite naman e.. rite??

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT
THAT THE PERSON YOU LOVE, LIKES YOU
TOO?
-->  I will be happy of course, stupid..

WHAT WOULD YOU GIVE UP WHEN IT COMES
TO THE PERSON YOU LOVE?
--> everything na kaya ko ibigay..

WHAT IS THE MOST THING YOU LIKE ABOUT
YOUR LOVE ONE?
--> hes funny, sweet, smart.. everything and most of all .. he loves me

WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION ABOUT
HIM/HER?
-->  SALAW! KUlit AMp ehehe =P

WOULD YOU TELL THE WORLD WHO YOU
LOVE?
-->  PAKIN YEA SHYT

IF YES WHO IS SHE?
--> ITS a HE MoFo, and his name IS fLO-reNCe

HOW MANY BF/GF HAVE YOU HAD?
--> secret ehehee ..For me 3 lang!...

WITH YOUR PAST BF/GF WHICH OF THEM DID
YOU LOVED THE MOST?
-->  Jq  cgro!

WHATS WOULD BE THE REASON YOU
BREAK
UP WITH YOUR BF/GF?
--> ex ko??.. i didnt, he did..!

HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON HIM/HER
BEFORE?
--> noooo!

DID YOU EVER BROKE UP WITH YOUR BF/GF
BECAUSE YOU LIKE SOMEONE ELSE?
--> hell no, stick to one me!

IF YOU WANT ONE OF YOUR EX BF/GF BACK
WHO WOULD IT BE?
--> never thought of dat, wala siguro masaya ako ngayon na e .. i dont need to go bak sa past ko.!

HOW/WHAT WOULD YOU DO TO GET THEM
BACK?
-->wala nga e!

DID YOU EVER WENT OUT WITH YOUR
FRIENDS FRIENDS?
--> .no!

DID YOUR FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN YOUR
FRIENDS CHANGE?
--> wala nga e!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU FOUND OUT
THAT YOUR BF/GF HAS CANCER?
--> ILL be sad and be crying

WHAT IF THE GIRL/GUY THAT YOU LOVE
DIED/HAD
A CAR ACCIDENT AND YOU HAVNT TOLD
HIM/HER
THAT YOU LOVE HIM/HER?
--> I dont want to think bout it!

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR LOVE?
--> sacrifice

WOULD YOU FALL INLOVE WITH SOMEONE
THAT YOU HATE?
--> oo naman.. bf ko ngayon hated him.. kulit kasi .. but now i love him so much more than ne thing!

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOUR BF/GF IS
FAMOUS AND ALL THIS GUYS/GIRL IS AFTER
HIM/HER AND YOU'RE POOR?
--> mag iisip, but den if he really loves me den ders nothing to worry bout ..

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU'RE FAMOUS
AND YOUR BF/GF IS POOR?? WOULD YOU
TELL EVERYONE THAT YOUR GOING OUT
WITH HIM/HER? WHY?
--> of course mahal ko e

WHAT IF YOUR BF/GF IS A MOVIE STAR AND
HE/SHE HAS TO HAVE A LOVE SCENE WITH
A
GIRL/BOY YOU HATED?
--> hell no ill tell him to bak out... pak.. ..


WOULD YOU LET YOUR BF/GF DO IT WITH
HER?
--> hell no nigga!

WHAT IF A TIDAL WAVE HITS THE WORLD
AND YOUR BF/GF IS NOT WITH YOU?
--> ill be worrying and crying

WOULD YOU GO AFTER HIM/HER?
--> probably

ARE YOU ANSWERING THIS QUESTION
HONESTLY?
--> oo!

ARE YOU SURE?
--> ya

DONT LIE!!!!
--> OO sabi eeeee.

August 9th 2004- 10:47 pm

Belated anywayz.. Honey came and spent 3 days here at my crib. YUP he slept here.. He gave me  a set of bath and body... and I got a laptop from my parents, 2 Hilfiger bags from Mariel and Ate Ging, Picture frame from ate Yolly, Stuff toys from Jaquelyn and adelyn with picture frames, a watch Gina, a precious moments where you put your jewelries from Charlene, a Necklace from Jansel and the rest were Moneys. I hella miss honey so much.. wish you were here.. sighhh.. anywayz... heres a Pix of me and honey..

July 16th 2004- 11:41 pm

Im not in a good mood right now.. sigh honey.. "bakit naman ganun honey.. why do you always have to go? ..   hindi ba pwede sa isang place ka na lang, with me or malapit sakin?.. I hope you do something para di mangyari un pag layo mo .. Do something honey, I dont want you to go .. and leave me again..  ALL I WANT IS YOU..!!" sana maintindhan mo yun.. 

I Believe In You and Me I Believe That we will be In love eternally Well as far as I can see You Will Always be the one For me. And I believe in dreams again
I believe that love will never end And like the river finds the sea I was lost, now I'm free Cuz I believe In you and me I will never leave your side I will never hurt your pride When all the chips are down, baby Then I will always be around Just to be right where you are My love, you know I love you, boy
I will never leave you out I will always let you in, boy To places no-one's ever been, Deep inside, can't you see? That I believe in you and me Maybe I'm a fool To feel the way I do I will play the fool forever Just to be with you forever I believe in miracles And love is the miracle And yes, baby you're my dream come true I was lost, now I'm free, Oh, baby cuz i believe, i do believe, in you and me See, I was lost, now I'm free Cuz I believe in you and me. 

                           I love you so much honey..!!

July 14th, 2004

Happy Anniversary to Flo and Telay

 June 27, 2004

Thank God honey and I are okay now. Yesterday was .. I dont know.. had the biggest mistake. Yall dont wanna know kng ano un. Anyways at least .. were okay again. Next time I will be careful on what im going to say or tell him.. I just didnt know what to do yesterday. Its not okay for me not to talk to him man.. then he told me we should stop communicating coz I was mad.. but honey didnt have to say that.. sigh.. neways.. it really suckz big time yesterday.. I love you so much.. and will always love you..

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June 23, 2004

I just thought I'd write something in here. I know Flo read my entries. So honey im writing this to say im sorry if i hung up on you earlier. If I could only .. tell you what I really feel right now.. . Those things Ive been wanting to tell you since last week. Sigh okay ill try to write it here, here it goes.. honey those things thats been happening these past few days .. man .. I can't take it. I don't even like it. I hate to see you busy or doing something, I hated it, but what can I do?.. I hate it when we only talk everynight but ANO MAGAGAWA KO?.. I tried to stay okay like everything is all good, but behind it.. behind it...        hindi ba ito rin gusto mo? ayaw ko na mag reklamo, i dont want to be too demanding na.. kya ang taray taray ko na ren sometimes sayo, and I hope you dont take it the wrong way.. asar lang ako.. buhay nga naman.. As the matter of fact, I love you so much.. I hope you do too.. take care kng hindi man tayo mag kausap tonight.. I miss you ..

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June 21, 2004

Happy Birthday to my mom!..

Lately Ive been thinking what i want in life, is this part of growing up? I thought I already know what I want, but then suddenly .... suddenly... What a boring day, boring ass week eh?.. Don't like going to summer school but then I don't like being at home. How am I going to work?.. My lazy ass always waking up so late especially on weekends. Hey its weekend, what can I say?, and its the only days I can wake up late.  Met new people at school, not someone I could hang out with, but just some people i could talk to i guess. I remember last week, Adeline and I saw this filipina chick, we asked her if shes a filipino, and she said yes, then adeline asked her if she knows how to speak in tagalog, and she said no, so I asked her what language she speak, and she said she dont know.. .. lolz.. neways.. I just thought of sharing it. Like someone likes to read my xanga shit. So, .. what really happened today?.. I woke up and Fell like not going to school ( like always ) .. got at school at around 7:53 am.. shiet i still remember the time.. standing by the door of my room with my fellow classmates. this dude saw my phone and asked me if its a camera phone, and I said yes, then he asked me if the test is today, and i said i dunno, Dumbass (me) IT WAS TODAY! lolz.. the my teacher came late like always.. went straight to our room, then study study study, one ass subject for 5 hours. Meet up with adeline by the restroom, then went to get lunch. then after 20 mins, back to class then study study study, moved to front seat and asked for help. 12:55 Pm... *RING*.. class is over.. I didnt have a ride, so I walked home, damn its really hard if you really dont have a license, I cant freaking drive.. Oh wells Im about to turn 18 .. in 2 mufukken months. then I tried to open my phone, Flo was on, GOt 2 msges.. ya it was from him.. I replied back.. got home all sweaty and red.. lolz.. IT WAS HOT Ok?!.. then talked online, phone, went to take a nap, got on, saw flo online, told me hell be back like always. Yeah im not really talking about Flo in this entry, coz I have nothing to write about us right now, Maybe he just got some stuff to take care of. I have no idea what those stuffs are..well...maybe ill just let him do what he wanna do. We barely talk neways, I just hope hell always be okay ( im not talking about dumping here) Ill just give him time.., PEACE!

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11:36 pm..

I just got home from the movies with my family. We went out and went to Aloha sushi.. man.. I dont feel good right now. After we ate dinner, we went to century and watched SHREK2.. the movie was pretty good and funny, i like it, we like it. neways.. i miss you flo.. happy father's day again to all fathers.

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Happy Father's day to my dad and to all fathers out there.

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Everytime im with you

Every time I'm with you,
I feel all warm inside.
Every time I'm with you,
All my worries subside.

Every time I'm with you,
I feel secure.
Every time I'm with you,
There's nothing I want more.

Every time I'm with you,
There's no need to pretend.
Every time I'm with you,
I want to stay, I don't want it to end.

Every time I'm with you,
I don't care where we go.
Every time I'm with you,
These feelings inside, the stronger they grow.

Every time I'm with you,
My heart smiles.
Every time I'm with you,
I'm glad to be by your side.

And every time I'm with you,
It's then I know;
That OUR love is more valuable than anything I own.